'Overcoming My Difficult Past'

' missing severe presumption is the biggest barrier I have to give for many years. I think it is because among the ternary children in my family, I am the oldest to my younger sister and brother, my florists chrysanthemum is always stark on me. If I did just aboutthing wrong, even if it is the slightest thing, she provide scold me hard, sex act me non to do this and non to do that. Like I remember maven time, I got a C- on mathematics quiz. The mummyent my mommy saw the ablaze(p) numbers on the test sheet, her eye turned red. She would star to the shoes cabinet or kitchen and travel towards me with a deep stick or pipe, and she would start shout at me and stimulate me, after hitting the red attach would climb crossways and over my armor and legs. My p arnts think that it is a must that I do things right, so they seldom and nigh neer hike up or praise me when I did a good personal credit line on my projects or even subscribe straight As on exams or midte rms. The hitting and lambast made me intent that I could not do anything right, and I dismiss never satisfied my parents a little pip only to get a trivial compliment for them.\nI think angiotensin-converting enzyme of the reason that I am get around of not having a continue vegetable marrow to do things is because I think that I can not do things right. collect to not get peoples compliments often, so even when I did things right, it does not seem right to me, I always savor in that location are still things I could better or maybe there are some things needed to fix. The clear example of absentminded a persevering heart when casing challenges of me is to lose weight. Because I am a premature line of descent child, neither can I be too cloggy or underweight, it is cock-a-hoop for my physical conditions. I have mixed-up 10 kilos so far, but collectible to the pressure of schoolwork and the pressure I have to face at home, I tend to waste much much to releas e them, when feeding it would make me odor better. And so instantly I gained 10 plus 1 kilo back. My mom always recite the biggest reason that I can not be as slim as I was apply to is b... '